AKA Oklahoma City - well, not so much anymore, really. It just seems like it. I was feeling slightly better than yesterday this morning. Until I got monitored. Then it was major anxiety.
For those not familiar with call center lingo, being monitored means someone, usually a supervisor, listens to a random call and scores it for certain criteria.
Let me tell ya, my anxiety alarms went off big - heart pounding, face flushed, pain in the neck and arms. I knew I was going to lose everything, job, car, house, life itself. Everything is up to me. Scary.
The teeny, tiny logical part of my brain tells me my fears are unfounded. I just wish the rest of me believes that.
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