My anxiety level, that is. My husband's pain is getting worse. And now he can twist! He hasn't been able to do that in over 5 years! And while, on the surface that may seem to be a good thing, it bothers me. Randy's going to the doctor today, but I don't know if I can get off to go with him. Luckily his son has today off. Do you know how much I HATE putting my job ahead of my family?! I'd like to say "My job be damned! My place is with my family right now!" But that could be counter-productive. I doesn't serve any purpose to lose my job (no matter how much it annoys me). I just wish I could take some time off (preferably with pay), without jeopardizing my job.
My husband is the strongest person I've ever met. He's the one who laughed at a broken ankle (and the thin leg bone). It just breaks my heart to see him in such hideous pain. Pain I don't actually think can be eased.
I don't want to be here today.
**UPDATE** I'm taking half an occurence (which does put me on a written warning), so I can be with the Hubby at the doctors. Since I do the majority of my blogging from work, that means Goodbye for today.
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